After camping

So... I am back after two weeks break from internet, city dusts and civilization. It is strange, and at some point difficult to return. I feel heavy. As if some load was put on my heart full of worries, job issues, changes, worldly race for money, career and better life. Today's sermon was about being rich, and still being with God. What are the conditions? Not to be tied to your riches in your heart. Everything you have is to glorify God, and do good works according to His will. At some point it was not so clearly explained, but I guess clarity relates a lot to the experience the preacher has. Still the message was clear. Again, I will have to give my own time to clarify things for me, so that I could talk to others on that. It is a big issue, I see, in today's society. And it is so amazing to understand God's will for us, and what is good for us. Still, my heart struggles with something now. I can't even say with what...