Where is He?

For several days already I've been thinking of some stuff related to living with God. Sometimes it seems so complicated and sometimes so easy. Complicated cases come up with some difficult life situations mostly... Is God where He is supposed to be - in the first place, above all my everyday things? And I see other people struggling with this thing... And the struggle is not something related to being a very difficult task. The struggle is that it is hard to BELIEVE in the simplicity of God. I mean, I can't believe that it is this simple - just living with Him, walking around, doing your work, and helping other people to see His love and their sinfulness. Well, the last I guess should be vice versa:) I became so peaceful inside, I take failures so easy, I do not stress for a long time, and the list can go on. I didn't become perfect, but God healed my heart, and now the most difficult thing is when I have to explain to people that there is no point of being worried. Is God on the throne in my life? I'm trying to keep Him there though I have to admit that there are times I'd like things to go my way. But I see that I am learning to trust Him more and more. That makes me to rejoice, and at the same time confuses me a lot. Why? Because I don't know how to live, I feel unsecure... But again - I'm learning;)