Desert

Sometimes I feel like being in the desert together with Israelites: it seems that I am going in circles and am not able to get out out of the sandy space... A lot of temptation to start to murmur, no sight of what's ahead. The only thing I can actually hold on is just the promises of God and faith that He is faithful and will keep you even if everything around says, "Dear, it's going to ruins... It's not working". Actually, it's not just saying, it's the SCREAMING and sometimes laughing. The enemy is watching when you will breakdown, and he is able to sting you one more time, and maybe this time with deadly sting. No wonder that it is writen that our enemy is walking around like lion watching when it could snatch us.... The good thing is that this desert is lasting only for 3 months:), and during these months there were some refreshing points in it...

Your hand is leading me to places I don't know.
It seems so dark in here
no air to breathe
no light to see...
But you are leading me through safety path.

"Hold on to me", - You say,
"And trust that I will take
to places of abundance and of joy.
Your soul will rest in there
and dance in joyful peace.
Believe me, I won't leave
cause you're my dear one."