- by not being sensitive to His voice, trying to warn you of the consequences...
- by dreaming and not stopping doing that on time
- simply by focusing and persisting on what you think is true rather than giving everything into His mighty hands...
It's all about the girls stuff. Sometimes I am thinking how much young girls strive for love, affection and acceptance that they grab whatever comes along their way. It can be so disastrous not only for the young hearts, but also for those already with some experience. If not lucky, we either close up and hide everything in our little, vulnerable hearts, or just blow it all to all into whatever... Not sure if that would be the description, but the point is that after some tries we come to some sort of conclusion which in many cases are not constructive and objective. Unless we come to Daddy who cares and sees all very clearly. But sometimes it is so hard to accept His support and embrace, and His "I will take care of it. I know what to do". Sometimes we strive for human love and acceptance which in many cases go vain when He is always here for us. Open arms, caring heart, loving affection. And I mean ALWAYS. Somehow the warning of "do not arouse or awaken love until it desires" passes by unnoticed. Like in "Bruce Almighty" we do not notice when God is speaking and trying to take care of us, because we are so focused on our own understanding of things and processes in our live and in life of others. We think we know, but the only thing that we really know is what is in the past, we know the experience of others, and we know movies and TV shows... And we know that our hearts hurt. So often we let these love dreams so deep into our hearts that they actually start killing us. We let that shiny dagger offered by our biggest enemy to pierce our hearts willingly. And then we bleed, and sometimes die of despair and hopelessness. And our Daddy sits right beside full of words of comfort in His lips and ready to step in if... we only ask.
I thought I have ruined God's plan. But thanks to Him, the dagger only scratched the surface of my heart. Still, I am bleeding because the wound is still fresh and sore. I hate it, but my Daddy is telling me that I had a lesson. " How long am I gonna learn this stuff over and over", - a thought crossed my mind. "Well, it depends on you, my dear", - He said (it's amazing that you don't even have to tell anything, He just reads it in your head:)). - "I told you what is best for you, I shared my plan for you, and the only thing you had to do was to let me do the stuff. You did really great at the beginning," - said He while bandaging my wounds, "But you yourself ran into that mess. I told you not to worry.... Anyway, now everything is over. Things are back to normal. I am very proud that you did listen to me the other day. Don't worry, he is not gonna run away:) I have my own timing. Just trust me." I love Him. God is so awesome, He loves us as we are, He teaches us for our best, and... He lets us do mistakes as well. Whatever happens though, He is always there with open arms to embrace us when we come running back to Him, or catches us when we already falling, but remember Him. And it is not only about guys. It's about all sorts of things passing through our lives... He is awesome! Love you, Dad:*
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